I will never be “okay” again

I will never be “okay” again

I will never be okay again,

Coz ‘okay’ is too ordinary a state

Of mine, at present

Coz ‘okay’ is not what ‘okay’ means

Coz ‘okay’ is a futile word

Coz ‘okay’ defines itself in times

Coz ‘okay’ means something but is nothing

Coz ‘okay’ is not what I felt yesterday

Coz ‘okay’ is not what I feel today, or tomorrow

Coz ‘okay’ is hollow and empty

Coz ‘okay’ is a good defence

Coz ‘okay’ never feels in being ‘okay’ itself

Coz ‘okay’ never had an existence it was made to be

Coz ‘okay’ is not what I strive to be

Coz ‘okay’ is a statement and a question

Coz ‘okay’ is transient

Coz ‘okay’ is just ‘okay’

And so ….

I will never be okay again.

P.S: Title borrowed from a quote I read on a fellow blogger named Zeba's tumbler page. It's supposedly a title of a book I'm not aware of.